I miss you

A friend...
who is more of a sister with whom i just fight
who is mother with whom i am just demanding
who is a enemy because she stops me from nothing
who is angel in disguise because of all this and so much more

A person with whom i am myself
A person who knows me more than perhaps i know myself
A person whom i miss now not because of the way she use to care
But...because of the way she always sd "Kar lo jo karna h..fir mat kehna toka nahi"

You have been strength through out and will always be
Because still..i always think about the way "we" discussed about any of my mess...
You will always be the one whom i could beat up, shout at and show i dont love u
but still who knew what i feel...


I wish..i still had the right to expect the news of smallest thing in your life!!
I wish.. i could still call you at 3 in the night!!
I wish...i could still ask.."kahan ho..kiske sath ho"
I wish..we always remain the same!!!


With month to go for you to take a step ahead in life
I wish you happiness, love and lot of friends like me..
So that you never forget the stupid friend...you had!!

Man is half God and half animal

The experience of stretching your mind and body to work for something that you believe is important and in that process, to make your soul grow is to contribute towards being a man. But the want and greed to have more, more of any tempting desire, just adds to the characteristic of animal in you.


Most of us since the commencement of life have been following the Darwin's law of  "Survival of the fittest" and that too with a blindfolded conscious. The problem is not the race but rather the way we play the game of survival. The fear of  loosing, most of time (if not always), adds on to the animal instincts and takes us away from reality, honesty and courteousness. I dont question the competitiveness or the feel to be the best, but what makes me wring my hands in pain is the way we let the race win over us. The want of being best should add to the prosperity of self and society, and not take away the charm of learning and growing while accomplishing the purpose of life. The question should be where do i stand? and not where does my peer stand? 


It is beautifully written in the Autobiography of yoga.. that man was made half God and half animal, he should try and become fully God otherwise he will become fully animal. If you and me would realize the true meaning behind this quote, we would live a life full of sense, happiness, serenity and achievements.

My first Love

Every girl sooner or later realizes that indeed his father was her first love and so did I !!! This one is for you papa..not as gesture of thanks but rather a token of respect and love

I still hold his hand while walking down the road

I still tell him every story before it gets even a day old

He still feeds me like a 2 yr old

He still loves watching me dress, even if for him the style is weirdest of all.. 

People may give this all kind of flattering or not so flattering names..

But for me he has been the mentor, the best friend and the true Guru

Not because he always appreciates even if i serve him half cooked meal

but because he is the only one who honestly tells my faults

he is the one who gives me the strength to stand again every time i fall

and believes that what i do would serve as a purpose of my life
He is and will be the love of my life who manages to make me smile whenever i cry.

Sometimes..

• sometimes...
  ......care doesnt mean love
• 
  

  ......silence doesnt mean tranquility
• ......smile doesnt mean hapiness
• ......white doest mean pure
• ......lie doesnt mean betrayl
• ......questions doesnt mean doubt
• ......it all about perceptions
• ......and u and me
  
  
  sometimes...
  ......i cry even when i should be laughing my stomach out
  ......i shout even when the things are satisfying
  because for me its about the journey..not about the gain